Just one small miracle...

That's all I'm looking for. It's been over 2 years and nothing. Fertility was supposed to be self-evident in both our families, it's very frustrating. I never had many grand plans for my life by 30, but I certainly thought I would be starting to raise a family and facing all the challenges that come with it. Instead, I've had the chance to 'raise' a few delinquent teenagers that were too far damaged when I got hold of them - who knows if anything we tried to instill really sunk in. Too early to tell. Now my husband is resistant to getting tests done, and time ticks on. Yes, things happen for a reason, and sometimes not on our schedule, but sometimes you also have to help things along. I know very few couples who have had success lately on just fate alone.