Just had a deep conversation with my new sister in law, her and my eldest bro-in-law live in Northern BC with my one year old niece. It's really not fair, one of my most kindred spirits so far away - neither one of us ready to leave our home provinces behind. Neither one making the kind of money (as a family) that can manage to visit often... we are lucky if we can see each other once a year. It's really too bad. But maybe it would just be too hard on me to see so much of my adorable neice...I am really jealous, is that so horrible. There are just days that I presume it will never happen, and if it does it will be so riddled with problems that I wish it didn't - what if my potential child had my husband's seizures - could I really watch it go through that?
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i understand oh how i do...
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